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I think I'm overdoing it...



I just have a little bit of time left at home and I noticed that I am stressing a bit too much about not forgeting anything, making lists and sorting out what I will need at uni... In reality I think I this is my coping mechanism, when I start to get a bit edgy and nervous about something I keep finding things to keep me busy.

At the moment, as I try to think how all of my things will fit in my luggage, I cannot seem to stop thinking I need everything I cannot find in England, including a trio of wonderful shower gels (very girly as you will see) made in Germany and of course other things. My desk and room seem to be a bit  crowded as I keep adding things that I want to take but I suppose I will have to give up some of them, not the pet husky and the picture with my favourite man and favourite place in the whole world.



I think I will end up taking both things I will absolutly need but also some other useless but priceless things that will help me feel at home. It's becoming increasingly hard to cope with my leave as I don't want to accept how fast time flies and how quickly the moving day will come. I keep meeting my friends and saying my goodbyes, working on my year long project of photographing my baby german shepherd and spending as much time as I can with my family and pets.



Life moves on, life never stops flowing, it is a continuum of dreams, moments and memories and it is up to each of us to make it a story worth telling.


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